My blood calls long distance
To the Philippines
Asian to some
Pacific Islander to others
It really depends
On the forms definition
My blood hearkens back to Spain
Through conquistadors mayhaps
Let’s not forget
The Irish or the English
The former gave me 19 freckles
And the latter a superiority complex
Spelled Tag-A-Log, pronounced Tuh-Gah-Lohg
I am deaf and mute in my mothers tongue
They hide their fear and pity
When immigrant Filipino parents hear this
Simply hoping,
Their children are not me
Bewildering my mother
To whom family are friends
I made friends, a second family,
From those I could relate.
Those who could later boast,
‘Oh yeah, I knew a Filipina’
I grew up with Toni Morrison
And her Bluest Eye
So to me, what is perplexing,
Is charming to others.
But I’ve never been told
To put on make-up.
I grew up in a Republican pocket
Of blue Massachusetts
Don’t get me wrong,
I’m an Atheist.
But when people rail
Against the rigidity and conformity of Catholicism
I frown and wonder,
Because my Catholic Christian Doctrine taught me
To strengthen my faith
By questioning it
However, when you ask me where I’m from,
You’ll never see this maelstrom.
But to answer honestly,
I am from confusion
And perserverence
Born from blood and triumph.