The End is Near, Strike that, Far

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Note: This was an essay I wrote in college, just after I bought my eReader, within the year they came out. So, it’s rather dated.
It is probably inaccurate as I didn’t do too much research. It was a weird atmosphere, people either loved or hated them, more people hated it. Mine is one of the first generation devices that Sony made. In fact, these ones need to be sent to Sony to be upgraded since the format of the ebooks is actually different from then.
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I have a Sony eReader. Some people think that it’s a ridiculous and absurd gadget. Some people think it’s blasphemous. Some people see it as the downfall of the written word. Others think downfall is too harsh, but that instead books have just sold out.

Maybe they haven’t said that. Maybe it’s just me.

But still, I am a happy and proud owner of a Sony Electronic Reader. Yes, I said proud.

Why are people surprised about the idea of a compact and easily portable book? There was no outcry over the iPod, iPod Nano, iPod Shuffle, iPod Video. Indeed people salivate over the next generation iPod.

Words take up even less room than music, but why is it only now that an eReader has been created? Amazon, too, is selling a portable reader, the Kindle. Who said irony was dead?

My eReader is much simpler than any music player, and the screen is only black and white, meaning it’s all shades of gray. In comparison to the iPod, an eReader is old technology. Well, save for the eInk (1).

Buttons numbering 0-9 line the right hand side. Each menu only lists up to nine things allowing for easy access, instead of using the arrow pad and select button in the center of said arrow pad. There are two sets of page turning buttons, and a magnifier button that increases text size, no more reaching for those reading glasses. There’s even bookmark button that dogears the pages of the book, by creating a dark gray triangle at the top right hand side. When reading the book there are options to read from the very beginning, where you last stopped reading (2), or you can go to the bookmark menu and read from pages that have been bookmarked.

But perhaps people needed the iPod to cushion the blow of losing their pages. True, music has never been a tangible thing. Even if one can read sheet music, which is universal, not everyone can hear it in their head exactly the same as it is supposed to sound. Each note has a set frequency, sound of a B flat is a B flat no matter what instrument its played on, or country the player is from.

Language, however, is a slippery messy business. Example: bed can mean a piece of furniture, a pallet, just some blankets, it can mean sleep, relaxation, privacy, sex, definitions go on and on. Not to mention the language barrier, “bed” means nothing to someone who doesn’t speak English. The meaning behind a book isn’t in the pages, it’s in the interpretation of the reader.

Sure, I love the smell of secondhand bookstores, dry, a little oily, and that darker muskier smell of leather. The crisp feel of new pages, or the softness found in well used pages of old books. And I smile a little when I finally break in the spine of a new book. The scratchy sound of rustling pages is, in a way, soothing.

But my arms don’t miss the soreness of holding up a book in front of me for hours. My fingers don’t need to stretch from losing circulation after curling over the top of the book when holding it from the back.

While there is no backlight on the eReader, I don’t have to readjust at every page to get the best light at night. Reading when on my side is comfortable now since there is no left hand page to turn my head to look at.

I may sound like a crotchety old fool in how I read, but when there’s an opportunity to read, and I read seriously, I’m lost for whole days, sometimes missing a meal…or three(3).

Books are pretentious. Some people have them just to look smart, without having read much more than the back cover. Some people read the classics in public to convey: “Look at me being better than you because I’m reading Moby Dick.”

Books can be heavy, and can take up a lot of room. Instead of carrying the collected works of one author in an ungainly tome, a person can carry a library in their pocket via memory card. Sharing is easier than ever, and there’s no worrying about never seeing it again. I’ve bought the same book three times(4). The first copy was never given back by a friend who moved, the second by a friend who lost it. The third, sitting on my shelf, may never leave my house.

eBooks should be getting cheaper. There’s no paper, printing, binding, shipping, or bookstore employees to pay for. There won’t be giant textbooks for students anymore, or the worry about gradeschoolers getting sclerosis.

There won’t be waiting for books at the library because someone else already checked it out.

Text is text no matter how the conveyance. If the apocalypse doesn’t come first, text is going to end up downloaded straight into the supercomputer of the brain. So, on the subway I’ll have to ask a person what they’re reading as opposed to just looking at the cover. God forbid people actually talking to eachother.

The eReader, Kindle, and whatever comes next isn’t the end of the world. Get over it.

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1. Electronic Ink is a physical reflective substance, instead of the ever refreshing computer screen. eInk lets me to read for hours without a headache, or splotchy vision.
2. The eReader remembers where you stopped without needing to bookmark it. And if it’s shut off on a page, when turned back on, that page loads automatically.
3. I have an obsessive personality.
4. The Peculiar Memories of Thomas Penman.

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Shades of Gray

In eleventh grade, for the school week of my seventeenth birthday in 2004, I wore nothing but black. Black pants, or skirts, long-sleeve shirts and sweaters. Oddly enough a plain black t-shirt has never been part of my wardrobe.

On my birthday, a Tuesday, three of my friends joined me in wearing black, but only one for the rest of the week.

I don’t know why I did it. I said I was mourning my childhood, it would be my last year before entering adulthood. A week or so later I would get a job, at a movie theater, where four years later, I still can get a couple shifts a week if I called.

But mourning my childhood wasn’t really the answer. A week or so before my birthday week I had decided I would only wear black, and planned each days outfit. Why never crossed my mind, I just decided to do it.

When my friends asked me why and my answer was mourning, there was no hesitation, no thinking, just a casual reassured voice. That answer came easily. I thought it was a cool answer, it fit in with who I was at the time, it made sense. Maybe I did believe it then. But now, I don’t know why I wore black, I hope I never do.

In retrospect I can say that I was mourning my friendships. I had five close friends, two were going to college next fall when I still had senior year to go through. One of those two was my best friend since second grade.

The third, a guy, he was alright, a good guy who didn’t know how to move on. He dragged me down. I had to abandon the sinking ship.

Another was a nut job, she was germophobe, who couldn’t touch anyone. Senior year during journalism she would attempt to strangle me with my scarf, just to see how I would react. I didn’t react because I knew she wouldn’t actually kill me.

And the fifth, she was my second best friend. We were destructive for eachother, but like she said, when things were good, they were really good. Before Christmas of that year we would have stopped talking to eachother unless we were fighting.

Maybe all of us did sense things were going to change really quickly. Maybe we were all mourning something.

On my birthday, the Tuesday of that week, the three friends wearing black, and I, were sitting in the den, just hanging out. There was no stereo in the room or tv. The computer on our right side was neglected. We were sitting on a couch, next to eachother, backs to the window, facing a half-wall with the stairs just on the other side of it.

My mom was passing us on her way upstairs. It wasn’t very late, maybe only 8 or so, but in February, it looks as dark as midnight. The inside lights were bright, but not in any good way. It was a harsh yellow color. I remember she paused, giving us a strange look. She asked some question, being a polite, but moved on to her room relatively quickly.

I just think what the four of us must have looked like to her. A college bound tall skinny beanpole, looking even scrawnier in his black jeans and t-shirt, legs stretched out. Next to him the one I would stop talking to by years end, a female epitome of emo in a black skirt and t-shirt in a band’s zip-up hoodie, making her larger figure look slimmer, and dyed black hair. Me, on the verge of tears, with long tendtrils of hair covering my face, in black dress pants and sleeveless turtleneck sweater, leaning against the one guy who could still pass as normal in black jeans and a black microfiber t-shirt and boots, he didn’t look as destructive as he ended up being. All of us, just lounging on a rickety rattan couch.

I still wonder what she was thinking, seeing this line of black, in various shades, from faded to midnight, taking over her den.

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